Chapter 1: The Boy Without Roots
by inkadminThe stone tablet glowed for every child in Qingmu Village except Kai Ren, and by sunset everyone agreed he had been born already discarded by heaven.
Morning had begun with incense and dew.
White mist clung to the terraced hills like torn silk, slipping between the rows of tea shrubs and the old pines that leaned over Qingmu Village as if listening for gossip. Roosters cried from mud-walled courtyards. Bronze bells chimed from the ancestral shrine. Mothers scrubbed their children’s faces with cold water until cheeks reddened; fathers tied fresh sashes with hands that trembled despite their scolding mouths. Even the dogs seemed to understand that this was not a day for barking.
The Root-Testing Ceremony came only once each spring, when the peach blossoms behind the shrine opened their pale throats toward heaven. Every child who had turned twelve in the past year would place both hands upon the Heaven-Receiving Tablet and learn what kind of spiritual root had been planted in their soul before birth.
Wood roots healed and nurtured. Fire roots burned with killing intent. Water roots flowed through pills and poisons. Metal roots sharpened into blades. Earth roots endured. Rare mutated roots—wind, thunder, ice, light—could lift a child from the mud of Qingmu into the sky palaces of great sects.
And then there were weak roots, mixed roots, impure roots—small destinies, but destinies nonetheless.
No one came to the ceremony expecting nothing.
Kai Ren stood at the edge of the shrine courtyard with his hands hidden in his sleeves, feeling the village stare through his patched gray robe. He had washed before dawn in the stream behind Widow Lin’s house until his fingers numbed and his scalp burned from scrubbing. It had not made him look less like what he was.
An orphan. A temple sweeper. A boy who slept beside the firewood shed and ate whatever rice stuck to the bottom of the shrine cookpot.
Still, he had combed his black hair smooth and tied it with a strip of faded cloth. He had mended the tear at his shoulder with careful stitches. He had even rubbed the old ink stains from his nails, though traces remained in the lines of his skin from copying prayer slips for the shrine keeper at night.
If I have even a low-grade root, he had told himself while the sky was still dark, I can leave.
Not leave in anger. Not run like a thief into mountain paths where wolves and bandits waited. Leave properly. With a token. With a sect attendant’s pass or, if heaven had a moment of ridiculous generosity, a disciple’s robe.
He did not dream of flying swords or swallowing suns. Kai’s dreams were smaller and therefore more dangerous. A room with a door that locked. Bowls filled before others had eaten. A name spoken without pity, without laughter, without the invisible word that always followed him.
Unwanted.
At the center of the courtyard, the Heaven-Receiving Tablet rose from a square altar of blue stone. It was taller than a man and black as rain-soaked iron, its surface carved with thousands of tiny root-like lines that wound together into a circle near the top. Beside it stood Elder Mu of the Azure Sky Sect, his beard silver, his blue robe embroidered with cloud patterns that shifted when he moved. Two outer disciples waited behind him like unsheathed swords—straight-backed, clean-skinned, eyes full of the bored contempt of people who had already been chosen by the world.
Village Chief Han bowed so low his forehead nearly touched his own belly. “Elder Mu, Qingmu Village is honored beyond measure. Our humble children await heaven’s judgment.”
Elder Mu gave a thin smile. “Heaven does not judge. It reveals what has always been.”
The villagers murmured as though he had poured wisdom into their ears.
Kai lowered his gaze.
The ceremony began with Han Shuo, the chief’s grandson. Shuo was broad for twelve, with arms thick from pretending to train and cheeks round from never missing meat. He stepped forward in boots polished to a mirror shine, glanced once at the gathered children, and smirked when his eyes landed on Kai.
“Watch carefully,” Shuo whispered as he passed. “Maybe you can learn how a real person stands.”
Kai said nothing.
Shuo placed both hands on the tablet.
For a heartbeat, nothing happened. Then the carved lines flared red. Heat rolled across the courtyard. The circle near the top ignited like an ember stirred by breath.
“Fire root,” Elder Mu announced. “Middle grade.”
The courtyard erupted.
Chief Han’s laugh cracked like a drumbeat. Shuo’s mother burst into tears. Several villagers shouted congratulations as if Shuo had already become an immortal who could split mountains with a finger. Shuo puffed out his chest, and the red glow painted his grin cruel.
“Azure Sky Sect accepts him as a registered outer candidate,” Elder Mu said. “If he passes the entrance assessment in three months, he may join as an outer disciple.”
Chief Han nearly fell over bowing again.
One by one, the children stepped forward.
Little Mei, who always shared roasted chestnuts with Kai when no one watched, awakened a low-grade wood root. Green light shimmered around her hands, smelling faintly of rain on leaves. Her mother clasped her so tightly Mei squeaked.
Twins from the miller’s family both had mixed earth-water roots. Their father grumbled about impurity, but his eyes shone. Even mixed roots meant they could learn basic breathing techniques. Even low-grade earth-water could strengthen backs, lengthen life, make fields yield better grain.
A thin boy named Lu Sheng showed a weak metal root, barely enough to make the tablet glimmer silver. His uncle slapped his head and called him useless, but the slap had pride inside it. Useless with a root was still useful.
With every glow, something tightened in Kai’s chest.
The tablet answered them all.
Dimly, brightly, warmly, grudgingly—it answered.
The sun climbed. Incense smoke twisted upward from bronze burners, carrying prayers into a sky blue enough to seem merciless. Kai counted breaths. He listened to names. He felt the crowd shift around him, excitement gradually turning toward anticipation of a different flavor.
There were only two children left when Shrine Keeper Old Wen touched Kai’s shoulder.
Old Wen’s fingers were dry and light. He smelled of sandalwood, lamp oil, and old paper. For ten years, he had given Kai chores instead of beatings, leftovers instead of kicks. That made him the kindest person Kai knew.
“Steady,” Old Wen murmured. His cloudy eyes did not meet Kai’s. “Whatever appears, bow. Do not speak first.”
Kai nodded.
Whatever appears.
He stepped forward.
The courtyard quieted strangely. Not respectfully. Hungrily.
Kai had never known his parents. The village said his mother had arrived in winter twelve years ago, half-dead and carrying him beneath a cloak black with frozen blood. She had collapsed before the ancestral shrine, placed him on the steps, and breathed one word before dying.
Ren.
No surname. No clan token. No spirit jade. Nothing but a baby whose first cradle had been stone.
Old Wen had named him Kai because “a life should open somewhere.” The villagers had laughed at that.
Now Kai crossed the same shrine courtyard where he had swept leaves since he could hold a broom, and for once everyone made room.
Han Shuo stood near the altar, arms folded. “Don’t worry,” he called softly, just loud enough. “Maybe the tablet can test broom roots.”
Several boys snickered.
Kai kept walking.
Up close, the Heaven-Receiving Tablet was colder than it looked. It drank the sunlight without reflecting it. The carved root-lines seemed deeper than stone should allow, like cracks descending into a night with no bottom.
Elder Mu looked down at him. “Name.”
“Kai Ren.”
“Clan?”
A ripple moved through the villagers.
Kai’s mouth dried. “None.”
One of the outer disciples scoffed.
Elder Mu’s brush paused above the register. “Parentage?”
“Unknown.”
“Age?”
“Twelve.”
The elder wrote three small strokes. His face did not change, but something in his indifference cut deeper than mockery. Kai was not despised there. He was barely counted.
“Hands on the tablet,” Elder Mu said.
Kai lifted his hands.
They looked too thin against the black stone. Calluses crossed his palms from broom handles, water buckets, firewood rope. A small scar curved under his thumb where a kitchen knife had slipped last winter. His fingers trembled once before he pressed them flat.
The stone was cold enough to bite.
He waited.
Every child had gasped when the tablet searched them. Mei had later said it felt like roots growing gently through her bones, looking for sunlight. Shuo claimed it had felt like swallowing flame.
Kai felt nothing.
No warmth. No probing thread. No spiritual wind through hidden channels.
Only cold stone beneath his palms and a hundred breaths gathering behind his back.
He stared at the carved lines.
Glow.
The tablet remained black.
Please.
Somewhere, a fly buzzed near the offering fruit.
Elder Mu’s brows drew together. He lifted one sleeve and tapped the side of the tablet. “Again. Focus inward.”
Kai did not know what inward meant. He closed his eyes anyway. He imagined the stream behind the village. He imagined the peach blossoms. He imagined a tiny seed somewhere inside him, stubborn and overlooked, pushing one pale root into darkness.
Nothing answered.
A murmur started at the edge of the courtyard.
“Is it broken?” someone whispered.
“It glowed for my girl.”
“Maybe he’s too dirty for it.”
“Hush.”
Elder Mu’s expression sharpened. He took out a small jade talisman from his sleeve and pressed it against the tablet’s base. Blue characters flickered across the jade, confirming what no one wanted to say too quickly.
The tablet was functioning.
Elder Mu looked at Kai then, truly looked, and for the first time Kai saw something other than indifference in those old eyes.
Displeasure.
As if Kai had committed an offense by lacking what heaven owed every soul.
“Remove your hands,” the elder said.
Kai did.
His palms had left no warmth on the stone.
Elder Mu raised his voice. “Kai Ren. No spiritual root detected.”
The words fell into the courtyard like a corpse dropped into a well.
For a moment, no one spoke.
Then the silence broke.
Not loudly at first. A breath. A laugh bitten in half. A woman’s pitying hiss. Then whispers surged from every side, fast and eager, each one finding the same word and polishing it into a blade.
“Rootless.”
“He’s Rootless.”
“Heaven have mercy.”
“Mercy? Heaven already looked away.”
Kai stood before the altar with his arms hanging at his sides.
Rootless.
He had heard of such people in traveling tales, always mentioned with lowered voices or jokes. Men and women born with empty meridians, unable to absorb qi, unable to refine their bodies beyond mortal limits. Worse than commoners with weak roots, because even weak roots could drink a drop of heaven’s grace. Rootless people were sealed cups. Dead branches. Smoke without flame.
A fate worse than poverty, because poverty could be escaped by luck, marriage, theft, war.
Rootlessness was a verdict.
Elder Mu dipped his brush in cinnabar ink. In the register beside Kai’s name, he wrote a single character. The red stroke seemed too bright beneath the sun.
“No eligibility for cultivation instruction,” he said. “No sect consideration. No resource allocation. Village jurisdiction remains.”
Old Wen bowed his head.
Han Shuo burst out laughing.
That gave everyone permission.
Laughter spilled across the courtyard, some embarrassed, some cruel, some relieved because misfortune was always easier to bear when it belonged to someone else. The children who had feared their own results now looked at Kai with shining gratitude. He had become the bottom beneath their feet.
Mei did not laugh. She clutched her mother’s sleeve, eyes wide and wet.
Kai stepped back from the tablet.
His legs felt distant. The courtyard stones seemed uneven under his cloth shoes, though he had swept them smooth that morning. Incense stung his throat. He wanted to cough but feared the sound would break him open.
Bow. Do not speak first.
He bowed to Elder Mu.
The elder had already turned away.
The final child was called. The tablet glowed pale brown. Low-grade earth root. Cheers rose again, louder than necessary, as if the village wished to bury what had just happened beneath proof that heaven still behaved correctly.
Kai returned to the edge of the courtyard.
No one made room for him this time. A shoulder struck his. Someone’s elbow jabbed his ribs. He accepted each collision silently, because silence had always been cheaper than protest.
Old Wen found him after the ceremony ended, when villagers crowded around Elder Mu with baskets of eggs, dried mushrooms, and desperate questions about entrance assessments. The old shrine keeper’s face had folded inward.
“Come,” Old Wen said. “There is rice in the back.”
Kai looked at the altar. The tablet stood black and blameless.
“Did I do something wrong?” he asked.
Old Wen flinched as if struck.
The answer took too long.
“No,” the old man said finally. “No, child.”
But his voice carried the helplessness of someone denying rain while standing soaked.
The day rotted slowly.
By noon, the villagers had divided the future among themselves. Han Shuo would go to the Azure Sky Sect and return one day in blue robes, perhaps with a flying sword, certainly with enough power to make the village chief’s house seem small. Mei’s family debated sending her to a herb hall in Stonebridge Town. The miller calculated how many spirit coins he could borrow against his twins’ prospects.
And Kai swept the shrine courtyard.
Peach petals had fallen during the ceremony, scattered and trampled into the dust. He gathered them with the long bamboo broom while laughter drifted from the village square. Each stroke made a dry whisper. The sun slid westward, heavy and orange, catching on the roof tiles of the ancestral shrine.
Inside, wooden tablets of Qingmu’s dead ancestors lined the walls in dark rows. Their painted names stared outward with flaking gold eyes. Beneath them, oil lamps burned in red glass cups. At the very back of the shrine, beyond a locked lattice gate, a squat black bell sat half-sunken into a stone platform.
No one rang it.
No one touched it.
It had been there longer than the village, Old Wen said. Cracked from crown to lip, too damaged to sound, too heavy to move, too unlucky to melt. Children dared one another to creep near it at night and came back swearing they had heard breathing beneath the floor.
Kai had swept around that gate for years.
Today, while he worked, he felt watched from behind it.
He stopped once and turned.
Through the lattice, the cracked bell crouched in shadow. Dust softened its shape. Faded characters crawled over its surface, not like writing but like scars. The long crack down its side resembled a closed eye.
Kai stared until his own reflection appeared faintly in the dark metal—thin face, dark eyes, mouth pressed flat.
“Rootless,” he whispered, testing the word where no one could hear.
The bell did not answer.
By late afternoon, Old Wen sent him to fetch water from the lower well. “Stay away from the square,” he said, not unkindly.
Kai took the shoulder pole and two empty buckets.
He should have gone by the back path.




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