CHAPTER 10 – Around the Issue

By now you have a faint inkling of the woman Saphienne would become, and the people who shaped her as she grew. Two of the five moments that defined her have been described, and we crossed out of her early childhood some time ago.

So too the hour that you were to listen has elapsed. Tell me: does the hoard still command your attention? Would you care to fill your pockets now? Or would you prefer to linger until I finish describing her emergence, and what transpired to set her village aflame?

Ah, but I get ahead of myself. Though not too much further ahead.

Shall I continue? Very well.

The morning after Saphienne won her apprenticeship, she was sluggish and cold, having slept very poorly in her excitement. Nevertheless she moved with growing momentum, eating and bathing and dressing all warmly, her eyes unfocused yet her mind keenly fixed on the day before her. There was much she had to do, and she was eager for her first taste of what she had argued so hard to receive. That Filaurel would be the one to begin her instruction made it all the sweeter.

But before she would call upon Filaurel for her new lessons, she owed an explanation to her present tutor, Gaeleath. The androgynous artist had expected to teach her until springtime, and she felt guilty for having inadvertently misled them. Saphienne’s only regret in the cold, morning light was that she wouldn’t have more time to study the art of sculpture, and that she would thereby be disappointing someone who had done nothing but help her learn.

In this spirit of sad resolve, Saphienne arrived at the tent pavilion where the two had formerly worked together, the quiet within making her believe that Gaeleath was absent. Yet as she lifted the flap she saw the sculptor sat cross-legged before the plinth around which they usually worked, the space upon it empty, yesterday’s piece having been removed, likely placed with the dozens of others that now littered the snow behind the tent.

“Good morning, Saphienne.” They were facing away from her, contemplating the air above the plinth.

“Good morning, Gaeleath.” She lingered by the entrance, finding her courage.

“You’re early today,” the sculptor commented. “Might I suppose, together with your hesitation to resume your study, that your visit with Master Almon last night was eventful?”

Saphienne blinked. “You knew I went to him?”

“Filaurel forewarned me after your exit.” Rising nimbly, they turned to face her, still smiling their eternal, easy smile. “And I see now from the look of mournful excitement in your eyes that you were successful, and will soon be commencing the study of magic.”

“I’m sorry,” Saphienne answered, giving the sculptor a small bow. “I really didn’t mean to waste your time. I thought that I had–”

“In what way,” they spoke over her, puzzled, “have you wasted my time?”

“I thought I had until spring. We’ve had less than three months.”

“Not a single day of which has been wasted,” Gaeleath countered, gesturing to the several pieces of inscribed and partly sculpted stone scattered around Saphienne’s half of the tent. “You’ve learned quite quickly, and for all you need more heft in those arms, you’re well on your way to being capable in the fashioning of likenesses.”

“Perhaps, but I won’t be able to continue.”

“Won’t you?” Their smile dipped slightly, but didn’t dim, as though they were anticipating an answer that pleased them.

“I’m meant to start preparations with Filaurel today, and then study under Almon from my next birthday.”

“Which gives us a little over three months more, and perhaps some time after.”

Saphienne frowned. “But, I’ll be busy…”

“Likely not busier than I was, when I learned, which leaves plenty of time to work on your other art.”

Now Saphienne stepped fully into the tent, the flap falling closed behind her, quite forgetting to shake the snow off her shoes as she moved toward Gaeleath. “You’re a wizard? Or, have you studied wizardry?”

Grinning widely, the sculptor backed away from Saphienne, and then hopped up to sit on their plinth. “I studied wizardry. I have the talent, and learned to cast spells of the First Degree.”

“Then,” Saphienne asked, her voice full of wonder, “why aren’t you–”

“Why aren’t I chanting away, secluded in my sanctum, accompanied by my familiar in my pursuit of the Great Art?”

She nodded.

“I stopped.” Gaeleath shrugged. “I couldn’t choose a discipline.”

Dumbfounded, she just stared.

“Every wizard has to choose a discipline in which to focus their studies,” the sculptor explained, “and I simply haven’t decided yet. I’d been playing with sculpture during my studies, and making great progress there — so I thought, why not take a break, think it over? Take my time to get my hands around the issue, so to say.”

Saphienne shook herself out of her shock. “How long?”

“How long since then?” They shrugged again. “Oh, perhaps ninety years. I’ve not been keeping track. I hadn’t planned on such a long delay, but this work suits me, and part of me wants to see what I can really do with it before I go back to the incantations. It’s not like there’s any great rush.”

“You’ve spent nearly a hundred years,” Saphienne managed, “on an artistic diversion?”

“You say it like it’s odd.” They tilted their head. “Oh, the impatience of youth!”

For the first time in her life, the reality of elven timelessness struck Saphienne, and she sat down on the floor rather than fall over, landing heavily and curling her legs under herself as she stared up in wonderment at the laughing artist on the plinth. She had been so focused on all that she wanted to explore, that the scale over which she would live and make those explorations had never really sunk in.

Gaeleath saw her distress, and the recognition in their eyes tempered their laughter. “Ah, Saphienne,” they said, “we’re all free to learn at our leisure. You needn’t think you’ll take so long as I will. Most can learn spells of the First Degree in ten years, five if they’re unusually gifted, and I’m told spells of the Second Degree take no more than another twenty-five to a diligent student. After thirty or so years, you’ll surely be a wizard in your own right, perhaps bringing on students, or receiving further instruction at–”

“I don’t have that long,” Saphienne whispered.

For the first time since they had met, Gaeleath’s smile fell away completely, replaced by concern. “But, Saphienne,” they said, sliding off the plinth, “whyever would you think that? You have as long as you want.”

They crouched down before her, and Saphienne took their hand, standing slowly. She didn’t know why the prospect upset her so much, why it felt like she had such little time, but the thought of thirty years learning magic filled her with unspeakable dread. And yet, Gaeleath was telling the truth — she did have forever.

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“Anyway,” Gaeleath was saying, “your preparations won’t take up most of your day, and even after you’re deep in study, you can’t spend every waking hour on the same thing. We’ll talk more once you’ve found where you stand. For now, I’m inclined to stay.”

“Thank you,” she mumbled, aware of how little she had slept.

“Not at all! Now,” they smiled again, patting her on the arm, “why don’t you run along to Filaurel? I’m sure it’ll all make more sense after seeing her.”

* * *

When Saphienne met Filaurel, however, her first concern wasn’t magic, or what to do with her unending days, but whatever had happened to upset the librarian. Filaurel was wrapped in a blanket by the fire, eyes red, and as Saphienne hurried over she saw her mentor delicately blow her nose into a lace handkerchief.

“Filaurel?” Saphienne said her name loudly, fear gripping her. “What’s wrong? What’s happened?”

But Filaurel was waving her away. “Wait,” she sniffed.

Saphienne did as she was told, and watched as Filaurel lifted a swatch of green cloth, stitched with ferns, which she secured over her mouth and nose by means of two straps that she gently looped around her ears. Masked, she nodded for Saphienne to come closer.

Confused now, Saphienne approached warily. “Why are you wearing a mask? And why have you been crying?”

“Crying?” Her voice sounded strange to Saphienne — not just muffled, but constrained. “Saphienne, I’ve not been– oh! You’ve never been sick before, have you?”